Former Australian rugby union centre Rob Horne is learning to live with chronic pain caused by the paralysed right arm that forced him to retire from the game.
Horne is to be honoured in Saturday's east midlands derby between Northampton and Leicester at Twickenham where he will deliver the match ball in front of an expected crowd of 40,000.
The 29-year-old sustained the career-ending injury when making his debut as Saints captain in the fixture against the Tigers at Welford Road on April 14.
Once exploratory surgery revealed that all five nerves servicing the arm had been detached from his spinal cord, he underwent a nerve transfer from his ribs into his triceps.
"Essentially it was just for some pain reduction. That's the goal. So we'll see," the former Australia centre said.
"With most nerve injuries there's a constant, chronic pain but saying that, you find ways to deal with it.
"My capacity to deal with the pain has grown hugely since the day of the injury to where I am today.
"Your brain's a pretty amazing thing.
"I suppose that's what the life-changing nature of it - you're forced to confront things and you're forced to operate in different ways.
"It's about living with a paralysis and promoting the fact that you still find ways - it's not a barrier."
Horne is prepared for the "bittersweet" experience of being present at Twickenham having returned to the UK for the occasion.
"How I'll feel on Saturday is something I've thought about a little bit," he said.
"It's maybe bittersweet in a way. To be recognised in what is one of the great venues in world rugby.
"Just for my name to be attached to what is such a huge game for the club is special."
Horne made 34 appearances for the Wallabies from 2010-17 and joined Northampton in 2017, quickly becoming a favourite with Saints fans.
"My life has changed dramatically. To live with paralysis is something that is very new. I'm still learning ways to do things," Horne said.
"It's funny how the body is. If one thing is taken away from you you become pretty innovative and you work out ways to achieve things."
